2 May 2014

Books! Glorious Books!

I really miss reading.  Before I had my beautiful girls, I'd read 11-13 books a fortnight.  Good books, bad books, long books, short books, brilliant books.  I love to read.  Always have.  I read quickly.  Always have. Buy them. Borrow them. Beg them. Whatever I had to do to have a book on the go was done. 


I was a torch under the bed covers kind of kid. I was a read until I fell asleep kind of young adult. I read on public transport. I read on holidays. I read on planes. In cars. In cafes. On beaches. On walls. In parks. 

I read when I was happy. I read when I was sad.  I read to occupy myself if I went to dinner alone. Or with a glass of wine on a Sunday afternoon in a chair in the sun.  Sometimes I would be so enamoured of a book, I would read it at lunchtimes claiming I was having 'lunch' with somebody.  Well I was kind of. 

When I went overseas in 2002,  I put around 52 boxes of books in storage.  I culled ruthlessly about18 months ago by donating them to a charity because we were about to move again and my book habit and our CD habit was fighting for wall space, but I kept the nucleus of each reading stage.  The biographies, the crime, the chick-lit, the study, the travel, the children's books, the satire, the funny, the dramatic, the history, the personal, the educational, the eye-opening, the inspirational, the photo-essays, all of them.  So many different genres representing different fascinations at different stages of my life. 

I sit here in my office and I'm surrounded by book shelves.  My daughters rooms have bookshelves stacked high too.  It fills me with a heart thumping joy that they too love reading.  I hope they don't lose that. 
I have a kindle.  It's practical especially now when minimising the amount of crap I haul around in my handbag is important.  But I still buy paper versions of the books I loved best.  Books make me feel good.  I like to be surrounded by the knowledge, by all those words put together in so many different ways to tell so many brilliant stories. 


I like the emotions stories evoke.  I like the way even an innocuous light hearted story can make you think.  Start a thought process which will spiral onwards, impacting you in a genuine way.  I like to revisit favourites.  I'm hopeless at remembering titles, but brilliant at what the book looks like.  Better at authors generally than titles too strangely. I love the way a well written book nudges the imagination, allowing you to colour the characters, the scenery, the times in a way that works for you.  I love the space that reading gives you to visualise people and times that you don't experience yourself.

But now, I don't read as much as I did.  It feels selfish right now, smacks of stolen time when I could be, should be, doing more important things.  I read sometimes, furtively, quickly.  And I look forward to when reading doesn't look like an invitation for somebody to say "what are you doing?" or "Mama, can I have a biscuit please?" or that little voice in my head insisting "not time for dilly dallying - there's STUFF to do". 

Books will wait for me, I know.  And in the meantime, I write my lists of books to read and fit it in when I can.  I fill in my obsession with words with newspapers, magazines in doctor's surgeries, blogs, favourite websites.  I scrawl the names of books I need to come back to in diaries, on business cards, on old receipts. I wonder what the title might have been that I saved in notes before autocorrect kicked in.  Curse myself for the haste.  

And sometimes, I just get a book and read.  Because I want to read.

Is reading one of your favourite things to do? 
Or are you the kind of person that prefers your stimulation visual?  

****
Liking up with the incredibly beautiful and bighearted With Some Grace for #FYBF

****
Do you enjoy Talking Frankly? 
Please feel free to vote for me for the People's Choice Award by clicking on the image below.  
Entries close 5 May and all your support is most appreciated.